lizejr

so i haven't submitted anything in awhile, and unfortunately i can't see myself submitting again for a long time. this is mainly because of the academic mountain that lies ahead of me, and the expectation of brilliance that is beginning to seep it's way into every single thing that i do. if you're reading this then you are probably all too well aware of what a stress head i am. and my tendency to freak out in even the most minor of stressful situations. and now the year i've been dreading since pre-pubescence is upon us, and our teachers are telling us that they're our friends, and on our side. and the year nines get out of our way without

so not much has happened recently. i haven't studied or practiced, or done anything i promised i would. i am only writing this to replace my rather morose former journal. hope everyone is as well and their holidays have been as wonderfully unproductive as mine. much love. liza x p.s on an unrelated topic- i was out last night and we were comparing worst pick up lines. Cam's was; ".. I like to bury things.. especially feet.." anyone got one to beat that?

so this week hasn't been a fantastic one. some parts have been great where as others.. have been quite heartbreaking. this tuesday my pet died. i'm one of those people who isn't particularly fond of dogs. you know when people ask, 'dog or cat?' i answer cat. every time. i don't even have a cat. i have a dog. had a dog. and i never really thought about it until he got sick... but we rely on our dog.. his name was charlie. and he was a poodle. and he had been there forever... and then when he wasn't and it was just so sad. and so strange. we had to throw out the rest of the dogfood. and when the vet came back out from taking him away