so i haven't submitted anything in awhile, and unfortunately i can't see myself submitting again for a long time.
this is mainly because of the academic mountain that lies ahead of me, and the expectation of brilliance that is beginning to seep it's way into every single thing that i do.
if you're reading this then you are probably all too well aware of what a stress head i am. and my tendency to freak out in even the most minor of stressful situations.

and now the year i've been dreading since pre-pubescence is upon us, and our teachers are telling us that they're our friends, and on our side. and the year nines get out of our way without even being asked. and our parents shoot meaningful looks at each other when it looks like we're doing something that isn't study. and our social calenders shrivel and mold under a pile of new text books.

i got through last year with denial, i got through the holidays with procrastination, and i've gotten through these last couple of days with caffeine.

but i've begun to realise it's probably going to be ok.
and that if we're not ready for it now, we probably won't ever be.
i love my subjects,
i love my teachers,
i love the prospect of tour,
and most of all i love the people with whom i'm going to share this all with.

so i'll stop with corniness eh?
just sending out the love guys.